Monday, August 31, 2009

What The F***ing Happened To ME??

Nothing.... Serius! Nothing really happened to me... only that if you guys noticed (I'm sure some does^^ ) tomorrow I'm on my way to sch(ell)ool.. And I hate it... Coz it'll be so damn long.. And tiring, plus I'm fasting... Owh god, but what can I do, really... I just hoped that maybe, one day I won't look back to reminisce stuff(s) and said, 'owh, just why I hated school back then?'.. Hoped so *crossing finger*...

Anyway what's really important today is that I actually wanted to do vlog.. Isn't that weird? I mean like I don't really have a vid-cam that won't show blurry image of myself on the internet, I'm also kinda shy on cam and don't (quite) know what to say in front of it... But I'm (quite, again) confident bout it, and really hoped that after this gruesome SPM, I'd be on my way to YouTube uploading video(s) of me(surely, not me) and most of the stuffs that piqued my interest(well, most of it)...

What made me want to do this?

Friday, August 28, 2009

The (Annoying) Horrid Truth v2.0 (=___=)

Okay... So if you had read my last post (IF...) your guess is probably correct.. this time it's twice worst (well, more to me then it is to you guys... Plus that who is still studying, in a boarding school)..

In 4 days time, I'll be on my back to sch(ell)ool... God!! Give me salvation!

In 4 days time, I'll be departed from my most favourite place...

In 4 days time, I'll be facing books that I don't like (yeah I know I like to read, but guys, academic books?)

Okay... Stop talking now ('''-___-)

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

The (Annoying) Horrid Truth (ToT)

Well, what so horrible about it is that it is about me... And I believed that there are those out there who experienced the same thing, but, should I really care about them?

The horrid truth is that once you made a decision and live through it, you'll one day (one way or another) found out that there are better choice than the decision you've made....

I'm going back to school in 6 days!!! OMG!! This is unfair!!!

The last statement is the true (annoying) horrible truth... (-____-''')

Monday, August 24, 2009

Should I really care 'bout it?? (-___-)

I don't know what's gotten up to humans nowadays... People tend to think more about what they could achieved by the end of the day, instead of thinking what they could really get at the next-and-upcoming days.... I am firing this RANT straight o the guys at my schools 9well, maybe there are some gals also, but, nevermind...)

You thought that if you could get the questions for the upcoming papers, you can get (lot of) A's, and hopefully (hope, hope, crumble 0__0 ) you'll get a scholarship (which I dutifully doubt)... Well, lets get this straight. If you're a smart (intelligent) person, you know that all you need to do is revise your study, that's all. So I'm guessing those with the forecast (exact) papers as stupids... Imagine this... These STUPIDS - who answered the question beforehand, get the scholarships. All of them is very happy (well, everyone is happy when you got loads of money that I'll doubt be spent on books). Then they went overseas, study, study, made new friends, live the life they've always dream of... Then suddenly their achievement for the first semester were not reaching up to expectations,,, And their scholarships were frozen (or worst, they've been canceled out) because of it... And all that STUPIDS regretted that they once done a bad thing just to get into the scholarship program. Well, like the old saying goes, bad guys end up badly (oops, that's my saying =P). And I guess STUPIDS end up STUPIDly...

Moral of the story : Don't cheat on your exam... Be it hard or nuts, exam are meant to test your understanding on your study. What the point of taking exams if you know the question before you read the papers? Lastly, should I really care 'bout those STUPIDs??? I guess, ignorance is my new best friends... (-____-''')

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

The (sort-of) Important Trial (-___-"")

Ahhhh... I've passed my SPM trial - literally. We had just finished seating for our last paper last Friday, Additional Mathematics (which surprisingly, only been taken in Malaysia) (-___-''') Overall, all the paper sucks!!! BIG TIME!! Not that I can't answer the question (who? Me? Dunno how to aswer it? Are you kidding me? (^^,)... Well, I DO have troubles in figuring out History, but for me, I seriously dislike History (soooooorryyyyy cikgu!!!)

What made the whole exam thing worst is that me myself... This is so not a self-blaming action when you know something went wrong on your own accord, no that's certainly not me! The thing is, (if you ever wondered), my school is somehow affected by the pandemic H1N1... Well is not that anyone died from that (damn) disease, it's just that many (A LOT) is catching cold (as if catching up news isn't easy enough) and fever... And one of my (many) friend - who was home quarantined due to a fever (said the gov's hospital! When she went to see her family's doctor, he said it IS a H1N1 infection and gave her 9 medicine to store in her stomach)... Well, that friend of mine come back to our school (did I mentioned I'm studying in a boarding school?) to take her stuff back when she came to the class, and bad enough, I was there. So eventually (although I doubt it) I caught her fever + cold + cough...

What made thing worst is that the next day I had to seat for Maths paper (which I consider an easy subject - not to brag). And half way through the paper, I felt nausea. My head was spinning (worst than a Merry-go-round). So I took off my tie, unbuttoned the top one, and went outside - Destination : Toilet. Our exam hall is on just upstair of our classroom. And the toilet is beside our classroom (convinient, ain't it?). So I walk slowly (my friends told me I was wobbling). As I reached the stairs, my sight went out. Afraid that I might caused a scene - if I do take the stairs, I might probably get broken limbs, fractured bones, or worst, concussion! - I sat a the corridor. Or maybe I fall, cause I could hear some people calling out to the teacher saying that someone (hello! It's me! Don't you know who I am???) fell (it sounded horrible doesn't it? I was saving myself from dying). An by the time I knew it, I was drenched in sweat, and am half way to the hospital.

When I got there (going there took me 1 hour), I met with my cause-of-fainting-as-I-believe-so. She went there because her father asked her to, and because only the gov's hospital got the thing for the H1N1 infected people. I went for the check-up (another 1 hour of waiting). And the check-up SUCKS!!!! I went there because I fainted, and that I had a fever+cold+cough+phlegm. But the doctor issued me to the emergency room for a bloody skin problem!!! I HATE THAT DOCTOR! I even got IVed.. Oh god damnit!!! I didn't even got medical leave!! But alas, I still went home (which is 150km away from that school ^,^ ).

And the school was also closed the next day. All thanks to my friend (infector, hehehe ^^, ). Her father called the President of our school's Parents & Teachers Association, who called the (beloved) principal - asking (or should I say, forcing) for the school to be closed, which then Mr. P called the authority who then confirmed back with Mr. Pres that the school can be closed for week. Hahahahaha... (^^,) This is the best feeling I've ever felt after I fell...

Sadly, after our sudden break we need to go back to school. Even sadder is that I still have exam! ARGH!!! But what to do... Exam is still exam. But what cheered me up is that the upcoming Friday, we will again be on our back home for it is the Semester break! And it is another whole week of no-books! Isn't it great? So I went through the exam like a happy-psychotic-cat (it's not a prisoner or a clown because I prefer cat even more).... Aaahhh... And guess what? I'm now doing my holiday.. Hehehehe (^o^)..

Okay... Stop babling now.. Need to go to sleep (-___-)ZZZZZZZZ


Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I'm Back~~~ (^_^)

OMG!!! It's been like what, 1 month, since I've sat at THIS seat at MY home with MY (family) comp... IT FELLS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muahahahaha.. This is so great... Haaa....